Sometimes I wonder if God sees me, and other times I hope God is distracted elsewhere. Hanani, the prophet in old Israel, reminded his king of the Lord’s-eye view: The eyes of the Lord run to and fro throughout the whole earth, to give strong support to those whose heart is blameless toward him.

I’m curious how many people the Lord discovers whose hearts are blameless? The word in Hebrew means fully committed, whole, or integrated. God scans the earth for centered people engaged with and attached to him. I fear I don’t I fit the bill, understanding the vagaries of my heart. But I know others I suspect of blamelessness.

A blameless heart presents in humility and service. The fruit of the Spirit—love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control—remain evident during difficult situations. When you find people like this make them your friend.

It’s comforting to realize that the Lord notices and undergirds those devoted to him. Even if I don’t measure up, I’m happy to know the Lord supports those who do.

2 Chronicles 16:9

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A check engine light on my Jeep lit up, so I started a search to discover the problem. When an investigation of the owner’s manual left me vague, I jumped to the internet. After perusing a few articles, I hit on a YouTube video that explained the situation and what I needed to do next. I found it helpful to watch someone with a similar issue tell me what to check, rather than decipher instructions from the page.

Clarity is a wonderful thing.

The same is true as we read the Bible and develop our beliefs about God. As a young believer, I wondered how the three persons of the Trinity—Father, Son and Holy Spirit—actually work together? The word trinity is not used anywhere in the Scriptures, so how did this concept arise? Then I discovered these lines:

When the goodness and loving kindness of God our Savior appeared, he saved us, not because of works done by us in righteousness, but according to his own mercy, by the washing of regeneration and renewal of the Holy Spirit, whom he poured out on us richly through Jesus Christ our Savior, so that being justified by his grace we might become heirs according to the hope of eternal life.

Paul (the author of the passage) laid out this statement of clarity regarding the means of our salvation. God saved us through his own goodness and loving kindness, not our inherent qualities. He washed us, regenerated our souls and renewed our hearts by pouring the Holy Spirit into our lives via the grace of Jesus Christ. Father, Son and Holy Spirit working as one to mold lost sinners into heirs of God possessing the hope of eternal life.

From these thoughts I understand better the undeserved grace of God who turns lives from death to life. I picture a bit more clearly the actions of the Trinity. It’s one reason why I appreciate the works of Paul. He’s clear in his teachings and his arguments. I may not like all I read, but I know what I’m wrestling with.

I ran my Jeep by the dealer to be sure my self-diagnostic was accurate. No major repair needed, just an adjustment. Clarity is a wonderful thing, both when is comes to the riddles of vehicles and to the profound mysteries of God.

Titus 3:4-7

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In one of the saddest lines in the Bible, Paul sends news of a friend. Demas, in love with this present world, has deserted me and gone to Thessalonica.

Demas is mentioned as a companion of Paul in other letters in the New Testament (Colossians 4:14 & Philemon 1:24). He traveled widely, spread the good news of Jesus, and enjoyed the pleasures and pains of missionary life. But for some unknown reason, Demas ditched the faith and left Paul alone in a dank cell.

Why did Demas leave? Perhaps he also faced prison and hoped to escape? Maybe he saw the possibility of losing his life, as Paul later did, and backed away? Did he sense that Paul’s teachings had led to a dead end and it was time to cut bait? Maybe a woman pulled him away?

The phrase in love with this present world provides a clue. Makes me think that Demas left for greener pastures, a larger payday, for money and all that money buys. Paul had several wealthy benefactors who supported the church planters. Perhaps Demas wanted what they had, but lacked their generosity and commitment to the cause of spreading the gospel. News of Demas went cold. The Bible offers no further details, so whether he returned to the faith or remained devoted to worldly pursuits remains unknown.

Regardless, Demas slipped away, and in so doing betrayed his mentor, his friends and his faith.

Stay strong. Keep focused. Pray, read the Bible and associate with fellow believers. Avoid the fate of Demas. Let us keep the faith when the going gets tough.

2 Timothy 4:10

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One the one hand, I hear that God surrounds us, is ever-present, never leaves us or forsakes us. But on the other, I wonder (like the psalmist) why God seems to abandon me? Where to I actually find God when I need him?

In Psalm 46 I read that God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. A few lines later the writer adds, Be still, and know that I am God.

Where is God found? In stillness, in quiet, in whispers. I don’t experience the presence of God when I’m looking at my phone. Social media fails to draw me closer to the divine. Rushing around in busy mode leaves me wanting. But sitting in quiet, outside preferably, creates the right atmosphere to listen for God.

Another writer, Paul, encouraged a young protégée to seek the the Lord through the Scriptures—the sacred writings which are able to make you wise for salvation through faith in Christ Jesus.

Where is God found? In stillness, and in the sacred writings bound and lying on my desk.

Combine the two, and in the midst of my cacophonous world the Lord might still be found. It’s not easy to carve out a space for silence, solitude and uninterrupted thought on the Scriptures. But such times form a proven path to the amazing God I hope to discover.

Psalm 46 & 2 Timothy 3

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