Jacob wrestled with God. On a move to a new land with his family and all his earthly possessions, Jacob separated himself from the main camp for the night. While he was alone, a man wrestled with him until the break of day. The man wrenched Jacob’s hip from the socket and left him with a permanent limp. But Jacob didn’t let go and demanded a blessing, clearly sensing the divine nature of his opponent.

The man responded, Your name shall no longer be called Jacob, but Israel, for you have striven with God and with men, and have prevailed.

Jacob battled with everyone around him. He cheated his brother out of his blessing, butted heads with his father-in-law over his daughters and his wages, and endured ongoing drama between his wives as they vied for his wandering attention.

Jacob battled with God as well, and God left him wrestle away. Perhaps this is what Jacob needed, to encounter the One whom he could not manipulate or deceive. As Jacob exhausted himself, the angelic wrestler left him with a permanent injury, reminding him of his dependence on God. Then he gave his a new name—Israel—meaning one who strives with God.

I find hope in this story because Jacob didn’t just doubt God, or whine to God, or pout before God. He violently grappled with God. The Lord doesn’t fear our doubts or anger or frustrations or questions. He meets us as we seek him, even with our doubtful mindsets and flawed lifestyles.

It’s okay to wrestle with God. In fact, it seems the Lord rather likes wrestling. Go get you some, as it might be just the encounter with God you need.

Genesis 32:22-32

Painting by Eugène Delacroix (1861)